Wednesday, October 20, 2010 9:06:00 PM

♥Why everytime when I was in relationship will be like this isn't it really like what Shicao had told me that Sometime will find it very irritating after alot of thing happen but I really Xian mu some of the couple can last long and it's because of you give me the hope that let me carry on doesn't give up because of you can do even much thing but I really Scared one day I will change my heart or even you will lost the feeling begin with me I didn't want break any promise as I say I will only love you only as from Now onwards what am I trying to think I really very stress why does will alot of thing happen that I didn't want in a relationship you really can't ask for much thing isn't it too much expectation also wasn't good but all I want is to be together with you that doesn't need to scared anything will happen to us and can even last long then what I thought keeping an relationship isn't an easy thing to do I understand what I just don't get it why I just can't be just good to you last time I use to love you alot but now is like time changed so fast and we even have much thing that we didn't like about each other will I lose confident ? I just want to be straight forward to you sometime but I just couldn't open my mouth doesn't know how to speak out scared it's will hurt you so I dint want talk much or what ever sometime it's over mean over if can start over again isn't that will be better sometime I didn't accompany you because I need sometime to cool down and release my stress isn't not that I don't wanna bother you or what is I doesn't know how to face you I hurt you too much I'm sorry I know you also need me sometime but I'm not with you I'm sorry I felt that I'm so useless to be your boyfriend and doesn't fit our happiness is just and short time you know why because our unhappy time is almost everytime how can I do to make you happy like last time I'm losing confident in this relationship le I need someone who can teach me how to continue because I don't want you to be suffer because of me shirlaine you tell me why will we become like this ?

Sunday, October 3, 2010 9:57:00 PM

Friday, October 1, 2010 8:49:00 AM

♥Hello's I'm back to posting seem a long time didn't have much time to post. Baby i'm sorry that i didn't listen to you and this few days didnt have much time to accompany you i didnt know that i can hurt you that much and i doesnt feel good my heart pain too i miss you badly this few days and couples of days i'm so jealous you like so side Alvin! but nevermind im done posting didnt much thing to post.. Bye!

Sunday, August 29, 2010 11:31:00 AM

♥Hello back to posting again seen a long time never post le haha today weather very cold hope baby don't catch a cold le baby today getting new handphone also handphone number :)) yesterday is me and baby one month haha missing baby very much !! Hais I'm rotting at home so bored okay la today post till here love you muackkz !

Saturday, August 21, 2010 11:22:00 PM

Monday, August 16, 2010 10:02:00 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2010 8:15:00 PM

♥Hellos! yesterday after house chore. went to boon lay the area with alvin and baby & her cousin. went to her cousin area play pool slack and actually wanted study but in the end didnt. so after play pool we went to outside buy some ice cream and tibis... after that went to outside the area slacked. and so sudden a big big rain... hais. but quite fun is can hug baby tight tight under a building. hahas noticed alot of people seeing. Zzz after all baby and her cousin sent me & alvin to bus stop there... we take bus back to panjang and go home. in the bus was so freakking freezing... haha. reach home go sleep le! end of day.



Hellos i'm once again back to posting. Today all along at home doing nothing much haha. i was baking something and making pudding but i think fail couldnt eat at all is too water le. and today baby wake up very early she told me she very tired... hais. me tired too tomorrow got another paper stress. tomorrow baby 2.30pm release hais.... and tomorrow dont know want go where. so bored man freaking rotting at home missing baby like hell. wonder what is she doing now. hope tomorrow her paper is doing fine. havent have my dinner and havent bath... got to get going doing my stuff hais. hope tomorrow paper is easy.! today post till here le Byebye!