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Tuesday, March 30, 2010 9:14:00 AM
♥Hellos back to posting again. now at school doing nothing. so bored. and today need to do detention. Zzz after school don't know go where siah. now very hungry waiting for recess. and my life changed alot. its seem like everything so different and all i can do is keep day dream. hais. exam coming stress me out. and i think i sure fail de. wonder what everyone doing now. and wonder who are moody now. can shared a chat with me cause im moody too. nevermind. only can wait for the time passed day by day like this. today post untill here barhs tired of posting. going do other thing le.. Byebyes!.....
1:08:00 AM
♥ We had a lot of fun When we were together I'll never forget I'll always remember The laughs that we shared The dreams that we had But those dreams changed And they left me sad I know you've moved on And found someone new But I have to admit I still wish for you This isn't healthy for me I really need to stop When I think about our past My heart wants to stop So as I say my last goodbye I want you to know That I'm trying my best To learn to just let go Things changed so fast You walked away like this I went my own way I fell for you You changed your mind You let go I held on tight I told you I cared You said you did too You promised you wouldn't hurt me And I believed that was true Our past came back to get me Switching me for you You let me down You broke my heart I started to wonder why Was this your plan from the start? I miss you now And will there be forever I wish you were here More than ever You changed me And made me better So for that you just leave without a goodbye. When we were still together, I truly loved you, but what’s happening right now, Its already over, I guess we are through, it’s really hard for me, to forget the time that i with you. we have to break up now, but I know this might be good for both me and you. I love you but i have to set you free, I’ve come to realized that you’re no longer happy with me. Even tho’ it hurts, I have to say goodbye It’s really hard for me to live without you, but i promise i would try to move on. It hurts me so much but i have to let you go. But before letting you go, there’s one thing i want you to know…. I just want you to know that “I am always there for you, whenever you need a me, to lean on an shoulder to cry on” Before i let you go, i want to say that your somebody awsome in my life. Iloveyou.
Sunday, March 28, 2010 11:04:00 AM
♥Back to posting. yesterday i was sleeping at bus and so sudden i received a sms from tzeyee. then she say she wanna break up. on that moment i couldn't breathe at all. was so hurt that moment but i don't know how to say it out. my mind went blank. totally mood swing. and i know everything would be like this. is also a better way for us. you can concentrate on your study. no need stress about relationship. just wanna say you bring up my life but i put it down myself! I'm sorry i thought everything would be better. my you chosen this way i respect it and hope you can do well in your study. maybe more few months you will forgotten me but its nevermind for me. as long i Remember you can le. Thank you anyway. there nothing can be more worth to be with you! Do take care.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 10:07:00 PM
♥hellos back to posting. today really tired after school went to lan. maybe what you say isn't real at all. but why not just face the facts and not to avoid it anymore. when other people ask me did we break up. i don't even know how to answer. is this how i get in return. maybe ba. without you i really don't know how to be like before how i use to be. my life day by day seem so down. mood is getting depressed and annoyed. can you just give me a answer what you want me to do? maybe everything have the reason. i try to be more understanding. but its really very hard for me to spent my day like this. every night i just getting drunk like this and wish you will just give me a sms. but it didnt happen. and i don't even have the mood to study. and everyone keep asking me why am i look so down. i really can't give them a answer because i don't even know why. just one thing i know my heart is seriously bleeding & hurt that all. im sorry.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 10:20:00 PM
♥Hellos back to posting again. Just bathe finish now at home rotting. this few days really very hard for me to carry on like this. hais. without her i don't know who still can make me stand up like before. everything changed so fast. you told me you will never change your mind. but maybe one day. you will change your mind i couldn't know. everything stress me out. keep bothering me... i wanna get out of this darkness side.... i gonna walk out alone. just be back the life i use to have. Sorry！i know something but i don't know its is true. i have a trust on you hope it will never fated. even if is true just let me know. i will respect what ever you mean to say.
Monday, March 22, 2010 11:26:00 PM
♥You just putting me aside without tell me why. without any reason and i don't understand why. my life just begin like this. i don't wanna talk i don't wanna ask and i don't wanna say. i don't wanna care anything. Just as what you mean. i'm just a lifeless person in your mind. why not forget me. what for you still care so much. you don't even understand how i feel. and what for you bother so much about me why not just let me die. even if i die there won't be any person care. everyone need me they will call me. they don't need me just kick me aside. What is going on. what for i be so kind to other people.
11:20:00 PM
♥Hellos back to posting. Today went out with few friends going timah to play snooker. was so fun. but i didn't have the mood to play and was tired after all. spent quite alot money today. eating lunch dinner and play pool for 4 hours so bored. rotting at there. today my aiming fail. stress much. exam oral coming. hair check coming. stressdieme..... i don't give a damn man..... hatedie my life. Byebyes!
12:36:00 AM
♥Hellos back to posting. Just came back home! this few days been busy working and very shag. something i been keeping inside my heart don't know how to say it out. i been trying so hard to forget it. my mood really gone depressed this days. been trying to be back who ii am. but i can't really have bad mood this few days. don't know what i really want. why everything could be like this. or sometime i thinking of commit suicide. jumping down of the building and i can forget all the thing that i wanted to forget. Its easy to start a relationship But is hard to end a relationship. think i shouldn't think so much just let it be! Byes!
Saturday, March 20, 2010 12:51:00 AM
♥Hellos back to posting. Just came back home. from work.. Today after work i going home and waiting for the fucking hell cab. so damn long. waited for 1 an a half hours. but all the cab didnt come. stupid singapore cab driver. making me waited like stupid fools. after that get so freak out i go and take 960 back to panjang. didnt have my dinner. today my job shift to bugis. so fun there. okays larhs today post untill here tomorrow continue ..... Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees.
Friday, March 19, 2010 12:08:00 AM
♥Hellos guy, i'm back to posting. This few days didn't have much time to post, because i started working this few days busy working. quite tired but money come not tired anymore. This few days been thinking something but i will keep it at heart i hope everything is doing fine. sometime i felt that its weird but i don't wanna mention it because it makes me emotional moods down. hope can finish my work soon. and school holiday over soon. going buy cloths after that.... today post untill here Seeya Byebyes tzeyee Lovees! Seriously i miss her badly but i don't know how to say it out.
Monday, March 15, 2010 11:57:00 PM
♥hellos back to posting. so tired just came back home.. & just bathe and finish up my dinner. wondering what baby doing now. miss her? think so barhs. Wed & Thurs working. Zzz today went to timah with avian & his friend. to play pool after that accompany them to have dinner & talk alot of thing. quite funny. Just not sure how to spend my time for tomorrow without baby's hais! today just post untill here. continue tomorrow... Byebyes! tzeyee lovees Missdieyou Baby's =)
12:19:00 PM
♥Hellos back to posting. Now at avian house. so bored later going yixin house after that meeting avian friends and go play pool at timah... missing baby's now. today never meet her. saddieme.... nevermind hope she doing well in her work also can concentrate on her study.. maybe other day then meet her barhs... today post till here le. going out!1 now.. Byebyes! Tzeyee lovees. missyous.. Muackkies
Saturday, March 13, 2010 8:09:00 PM
♥Babybabybaby. :D Here to help you this rotting pig to update your blog. (: This few days/weeks had been busy, seriously. Hope you can understand okay ? Ive many things to do, cant spend too much time outside alr. Anything can just call me yeahs. (: Dont think too much boy. No matter where you are, i'll be always with you. Dont sad & smile always. (: 2802101815 is loved. <3
Friday, March 12, 2010 10:31:00 PM
♥Hellos guys back to posting. sorry guys didn't have time to post this few weeks. just came back home. and finish my dinner. Zzz today went to lan with swee wee waiting for baby's to come meet us. after that baby's & Jiayu they all go Valerie house watch movies. so i went to somewhere else first went to City square mall find my working friend. after that went to pasir ris. to walk walk. at the beach so cool man. wind so big.. and sky so dark so nice. many many Star star. and keep thinking bout. Baby's. hais. today didn't have much time to spent on her... sometime i felt so weird. is like she is leaving me in anytime. she just getting more far & far away from me. T.T hais. sometime i wonder. she so close to me but her heart sometime seem like so far away from me. so shag. i don't know why the time would passed so fast. because everything happen to fast. and you didn't have the time to realise what happening and what going on surround you. i felt so lonely after she left. i know something will happen to us. but i don't wish it would be so fast. Hope it will be a long lasting Lovees. today too tired le post till here. byebyes Lovees Tzeyee!.
Sunday, March 7, 2010 10:53:00 PM
♥hellos guys. back to posting. just bathe finish and just came back home. today went to Jurong point with baby's & Jiayu. Went to watch Alice In Wonderland. quite a nice movies. 3D movies. haha. and alot. of cool thing. so cool. its seem like everything was so real and it gonna hit you while the thing flying near to you .. before movies we went to Coffee bean to drink something. after that went to walk walk. then go for movies. haha. after movies went back panjang then went back home. =) missdieyou.... Today post till here barhhs.. Byebyes! Tzeyee lovees ...
Saturday, March 6, 2010 8:18:00 PM
♥Hellos back to posting. sorry yesterday didnt have the time to post. er. yesterday were so fun going out with baby's & Jiayu & Valerie & and Big giant & his 2 friend. we went to Bukit timah. Ktv singing there. Valerie damn funny siah. sing till so awful. Zzz my ear hurts so much. And couldn't believe Jiayu singing wasn't very bad at all. haha her voice just like Zhou Wen Xuan Zzz was so shocked while i hearing her voice. haha. after that Me and baby take cab sent Giant home. then back to plaza there. and having dinner.. then back home..... byebyes. tzeyee lovees!
Thursday, March 4, 2010 9:18:00 PM
♥Hellos back to posting now. Just came back home. And just eaten my dinner. & come to posting here . now wonder what Baby's doing now. yesterday didn't have time to post. and didn't have the mood to post. so today back to posting. yesterday alot of thing happen. and making me so freak out. today quite fun larhs. after went to Swee wee House then go to meet baby's & went to park sit sit. and so sudden got a big bugs fly to her bag. she scream . shocked me. hahas. that was so funny. after that went back home. today post till here le. Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees!爱 ♥
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 11:47:00 PM
♥hellos Guys back to posting again. just came back home. and just bathe finish & coming to posting. Today Something really weird to my mood doesn't seem like before. and today time passed so fast. today went to lot 1 with baby's buy something for Jiayu Birthday present. & baby's brought not quite alot of thing cause so ex. after buying present went back panjang to find Jiayu, Jiaqi, Valerie & some of their friends. slacking awhile and went to greenridge brought something. and i think i missed the Flour fighting. After that went to greenridge to accompany them to have their dinner. after dinner slacking awhile.... then went home le. that how i spent my time today. today post till here Okays Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees Missdieyous!. 爱 ♥
9:07:00 AM
♥Would i still love Her ,even if her's face turned out to be this way ? To me , i would. I dont care how people criticise her face ,(how ugly or what fuck face) -.- I've never knew what's love ,until i knew her . To me ,im always simple minded & i think that love is when both parties love each other & that shall be love. But im too naive. I never thought it'll be so hard loving someone ,it feels like taking away your breathe every one second. I never knew loving someway can be in such a pathetic way. Means loving her ,but she doesn't appreciate or she doesn't knows. Or the worst part ,She toyed your feeling ,yet you still stupidly loved her like there's no tomorrow. Well, if i didnt knew her. I wouldn't know how love really feels like. I wouldn't know this sentence "付出从来不等于收回" Even if you love her alot ,gave up everything for her . Would he appreciate and do the same thing for you? Definitely no . I always thought love should be happy. But to me naow ,there's a saddening part for it too . Loving doesn't means getting love back. Loving someone is not as easy. Read this : If you argue with her, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care. If you call her, you're too clingy crazy. If she calls you, she says you should be happy. If you don't love her, she'll try to win you. When you do love her, she leaves. If you don't fuck her, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy. You tell her your problems, she says you're irritating. If you don't, she says you don't trust her. If you lecture her, you just want to argue. If she lectures you, it's because she 'cares'. If you break a promise, she doesn't trust you anymore. If she breaks it, it's because she had to. If you cheat, she expects it to be over. If she cheats, she wants another chance. They're basically the same. Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget. When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last. Isn't it so true? Sometimes ,it'll just be so hard to forget. If it is easy. Why are there so many people sad for relationship naow ? Think again. I've been lying to myself, that i've forget her. But when i see her ,why does my heart still aches ? I've been trying hard to love another girl ,but why i cant? Why i still think of her? Through deep thoughts ,im lying to get over grief when i know she cant be mine anymore. I've been trying hard to love another girl ,cause i know that girl couldn't be her. So no matter how hard i try, i cant. Till this day ,i still say i miss her ,i still say i love her . I still say i need her the most
8:30:00 AM
♥hellos back to posting. now in school posting. but dont know wad to post... wonder wad tzeyee doing now. so bored need to wait one more hours for recess! okays larh post till here Byebyes Tzeyee lovees 爱 ♥
Monday, March 1, 2010 11:39:00 PM
♥Hello, back to posting again. Just bathe finish. so bored now. at home doing nothing. And Some childish People And Lamer.. Don't know what are they thinking. Begin so childish. Keep doing all the lame stuff. making me irritated. >.< going to holiday soon. going to find a work. earn alot alot money =) so happy. And buy alot alot of Care bear for TTY... =P Okays larhs post untill here. Byebyes! Tzeyee lovees 爱 ♥
12:10:00 AM
♥back to posting again. Just bathe finish so bored tomorrow schooling le. wonder what tzeyee doing now.. missdieher.. okays larhs nothing to post le... =( Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees |
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