Wednesday, October 20, 2010 9:06:00 PM

♥Why everytime when I was in relationship will be like this isn't it really like what Shicao had told me that Sometime will find it very irritating after alot of thing happen but I really Xian mu some of the couple can last long and it's because of you give me the hope that let me carry on doesn't give up because of you can do even much thing but I really Scared one day I will change my heart or even you will lost the feeling begin with me I didn't want break any promise as I say I will only love you only as from Now onwards what am I trying to think I really very stress why does will alot of thing happen that I didn't want in a relationship you really can't ask for much thing isn't it too much expectation also wasn't good but all I want is to be together with you that doesn't need to scared anything will happen to us and can even last long then what I thought keeping an relationship isn't an easy thing to do I understand what I just don't get it why I just can't be just good to you last time I use to love you alot but now is like time changed so fast and we even have much thing that we didn't like about each other will I lose confident ? I just want to be straight forward to you sometime but I just couldn't open my mouth doesn't know how to speak out scared it's will hurt you so I dint want talk much or what ever sometime it's over mean over if can start over again isn't that will be better sometime I didn't accompany you because I need sometime to cool down and release my stress isn't not that I don't wanna bother you or what is I doesn't know how to face you I hurt you too much I'm sorry I know you also need me sometime but I'm not with you I'm sorry I felt that I'm so useless to be your boyfriend and doesn't fit our happiness is just and short time you know why because our unhappy time is almost everytime how can I do to make you happy like last time I'm losing confident in this relationship le I need someone who can teach me how to continue because I don't want you to be suffer because of me shirlaine you tell me why will we become like this ?