hellos back to posting. what did i done this few days. everything just doesn't seem right. i don't know why i cry suddenly. because the mistake that i made? feeling so sad for my girl that the promise i made to her. i now very sick coughing untill my throat  very pain and vomited blood. sometime i wish i just died with no regret. but is too stupid. what can i do. was everything a lie. does it really matter that who i am? what did i done why i must get all this back in return. i never tried to love a girl so deeply. and you're the one. i wish everything gonna will be fine. now is not everyone problem is my problem. i still can't over come myself.