sometime i felt that im a useless stead couldnt do anything to make my steaad happy only know how to make her dissappointed and sad and cry. if i have a chance again i will choose to treat you better and spend more time on you rather than all the friend. seriously i really regret that i never cherish all the thing i have last time and now become like this. why our relationship become more far



and far sometime i feel like you doesnt love me anymore. i wonder why i treated you so bad and you still stay.


i really dont know waad the fucking hell am i doing


to make you suffer so much


i always wanna to treat my stead better than others. but i couldnt do it


i everytime i broke my promise to make you so sad.


am i really a bastard.


i really hate myself.


maybe we know each other is our fate but .


something will coming soon is not gonna happen(crazy bastard wrote wrongly..-.-")


and i will never wnna say i gonna break with you


unless you said it.


i never even think of breaking up with you.


i know myself is ready for the relationship


but i really dont know wad really happen...


Ans..u put ur frewns infront of ur stead..jz tat u didn't noe..:DD