28.07.10♥

2010-10-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

Why everytime when I was in relationship will be like this isn't it really like what Shicao had told me that Sometime will find it very irritating after alot of thing happen but I really Xian mu some of the couple can last long and it's because of you give me the hope that let me carry on doesn't give up because of you can do even much thing but I really Scared one day I will change my heart or even you will lost the feeling begin with me I didn't want break any promise as I say I will only love you only as from Now onwards what am I trying to think I really very stress why does will alot of thing happen that I didn't want in a relationship you really can't ask for much thing isn't it too much expectation also wasn't good but all I want is to be together with you that doesn't need to scared anything will happen to us and can even last long then what I thought keeping an relationship isn't an easy thing to do I understand what I just don't get it why I just can't be just good to you last time I use to love you alot but now is like time changed so fast and we even have much thing that we didn't like about each other will I lose confident ? I just want to be straight forward to you sometime but I just couldn't open my mouth doesn't know how to speak out scared it's will hurt you so I dint want talk much or what ever sometime it's over mean over if can start over again isn't that will be better sometime I didn't accompany you because I need sometime to cool down and release my stress isn't not that I don't wanna bother you or what is I doesn't know how to face you I hurt you too much I'm sorry I know you also need me sometime but I'm not with you I'm sorry I felt that I'm so useless to be your boyfriend and doesn't fit our happiness is just and short time you know why because our unhappy time is almost everytime how can I do to make you happy like last time I'm losing confident in this relationship le I need someone who can teach me how to continue because I don't want you to be suffer because of me shirlaine you tell me why will we become like this ?

2010-10-03T21:57:00.002+08:00

Im back to posting again. Im once hurt her again. hais.... Im so sorry! maybe that the feeling keep us together you already knew the answer i dont really want anything happen to us but i keep causing problem maybe is really my fault all my fault is really my fault i owe you Too much sorry i promised you not you make you cry but i didnt keep my promise SHIRLAINE TAN IM SORRY 我对不起你！

2010-10-01T08:49:00.000+08:00

Hello's I'm back to posting seem a long time didn't have much time to post. Baby i'm sorry that i didn't listen to you and this few days didnt have much time to accompany you i didnt know that i can hurt you that much and i doesnt feel good my heart pain too i miss you badly this few days and couples of days i'm so jealous you like so side Alvin! but nevermind im done posting didnt much thing to post.. Bye!

2010-08-29T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again seen a long time never post le haha today weather very cold hope baby don't catch a cold le baby today getting new handphone also handphone number :)) yesterday is me and baby one month haha missing baby very much !! Hais I'm rotting at home so bored okay la today post till here love you muackkz !

2010-08-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hello im back to posting again. today go out with alot of people from my school celebrating chuan jie birthday. total around 16 to 17 people alot... haha we went to timah Irc play pool after that went to timah plaza the jumbo play pool after playing pool was so tired. feel so dizzy at the bus. shake here shake there. and got 4 guys trying to make trouble. but in the end nothing happen. maybe our people too much le ba and i not going to fight because happy hours and i wear formal shirt dont wanna dirty my hand spoil my mood. so i decided to let it go and i promised baby not to get into a fight again. after that get screened by police zzz some of them run away also dont know for what see police run till like what ppolice like monster meh..... wasting time.. after that alvin and chuan jie go buy Vokka Liq... we drink at CJ house slacked till night. baby vomitted badly ... heart so pain hais next time wont let her drink again. i also drink too much le. feel so dizzy after that cab home... reach home le bath hao le now going to bed so tired... head so ache... okay la today post till here Byebye Baby loveyous!

2010-08-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. today after exam went back home change after that go meet baby alvin. after that company alvin go home change and went to zhi cong house slack haha today manage to hug baby tightly really miss her very much. i Wan baobao.... arghhh okay la tomorrow going wake up early post till here le Byebye! Loveyous baby! muackksz

2010-08-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hellos! yesterday after house chore. went to boon lay the area with alvin and baby & her cousin. went to her cousin area play pool slack and actually wanted study but in the end didnt. so after play pool we went to outside buy some ice cream and tibis... after that went to outside the area slacked. and so sudden a big big rain... hais. but quite fun is can hug baby tight tight under a building. hahas noticed alot of people seeing. Zzz after all baby and her cousin sent me & alvin to bus stop there... we take bus back to panjang and go home. in the bus was so freakking freezing... haha. reach home go sleep le! end of day.

Hellos i'm once again back to posting. Today all along at home doing nothing much haha. i was baking something and making pudding but i think fail couldnt eat at all is too water le. and today baby wake up very early she told me she very tired... hais. me tired too tomorrow got another paper stress. tomorrow baby 2.30pm release hais.... and tomorrow dont know want go where. so bored man freaking rotting at home missing baby like hell. wonder what is she doing now. hope tomorrow her paper is doing fine. havent have my dinner and havent bath... got to get going doing my stuff hais. hope tomorrow paper is easy.! today post till here le Byebye!

2010-08-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hellos im finally back to posting again. Now my mood wasnt really good. after seeing somebody blog. hais. i shouldnt think so much and i owe you too much cant even repay you. but is already a past so just forget it and get something new in your life. [baby this message specially for you!] i swear all the thing will never happen again. and i put my heart to you 100% on you not other. and after all i learn alot of thing but in a relationship i have went pass alot of problem also. but i didnt manage to slove it. but i mess it over. and i dont wish anything happen to our relationship. i regret what i have done. and i dont wish it happen again. hope we really can last, no pain no worry! smooth all the way all the best. Okay tomorrow going out. after doing house work. today went to zhi cong house slacked with alvin, baby, yixin! but yixin annoying after that we slacked awhile then go home le I miss baby so much!

2010-08-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. Today after school meet baby go to plaza slack after that went back home change sent baby home then i slack with alvin awhile went to zhi cong house play com & ps2... after that went back home. and baby now stomach ache make me very worry about her. hais... Sorry i cant do anything. hope you fine soon okays Loveyous today post till here! miss baby muackkieis!!! Byebye!

2010-08-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. Today went out with baby and shiow yu baby cousin. we went to find ah wei awhile after that go slack... and this coming days will be very unlucky my mouth just couldn't stop whistler haha and is hungry ghost festival must go home earlyer.. and dont wear black colour shirt. after that went to shiow yu apartment.. we go play pool awhile after that slack... today hugged baby so tight haha. something funny have happen at ah wei house.. guess baby know barhs haha okay la baby now sleeping le. today post till here Byebye Loveyous baby Muackkiies!!

2010-08-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. Baby i miss you badly. today didn't go out stay at home be guai kia. haha 100% guai kia LOLs. This few days pimples making me stress over my face .. hope my pimple can cure fast. hair can grow fast. money can more & more. haha. so i can groom myself till piao piao liang liang. haha. okays la nvm nothing to post about le. today post till here barhs Byebye! loveyous

2010-08-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

hellos! Back to posting again. today didn't go out all the way staying at home doing nothing bored to death le. doing house chore so tired...... and last night talking rubbisn on the phone also dont even know what im talking about haha! been too sleepy le. but nevermind today missing baby so much! Baby i Miss You... Do you miss me? uhh going eat my dinner now. next time continue my posting byebye! Loveyous!

2010-08-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today after went home to change my shirt after that went to Jenny house slack with baby & Swee wee we brought one packet of noodle go Jenny house and cook haha we eat like one family Lols and really fun at her house today didn't have much time can accompany baby but really miss her badly and exam coming soon getting stress and more stress this coming of nov and dec baby going oversea for one whole week I will miss her badly really wish I can go with her accompany her all the time and time really precious to me an minutes we can do alot of thing I just wish I can spend more time wish you ! After I getting out of this school there won't be anyone taking care of you le I will miss you very much but I still can come outside school fetch you! Hope can see you everyday that all haha okay la quite stress about studying nevermind I will work hard of it baby you too today post till here le byebye! Continue tomorrow miss you baby loveyou!

2010-08-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hellos im back to posting again. Just came to swee wee house slacked just now slacking at my house near by. hahas. im so touch haha baby i love you! okay la i will enjoy my noodle now. byebye tomorrow continue posting. ! Loveyous

2010-08-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hello I'm back to posting again today going out with family and today the weather is really cold haha. Going raining soon today my whole days is about eating morning afternoon night time eat eat eat was so damn full tummy growing big soon haha. And today missing baby like he'll thinking of her like crazy! Tomorrow is about time to see her okay la today post until here bye-bye! Loveyou.

2010-07-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again. today at home doing house chored. hey guys if you guys saw my posting please note that i have already change my hp number to 82229251 yeah. save it and dont forget it. and i wish i can engage to shirlaine forever wakakaka... she really someone who really special to me. haha. so bored man. she cute kind unbelieved and sometime weird haha. but she still special la.! okays la really nothing to post le so i post till here BYebye! Loveyouos!

2010-07-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again seen a long time never post le. today after meeting with avian they all went back to school find shirlaine and crystal. we went to senja meet alvin & friends after slacking we actually want go fetch susu but in the end never. so we decided to go to zhi cong house find swee wee and jenny. after we reaching their house we slacked at their house but alvin doesnt seem like very happy he was quiet all the time. mood swing or what ever. maybe is just to noisy he doesnt like it. but nevermind back to topic we played in the room at pillow fight haha. shirlaine get ticker and i didnt help her so badbad. but next time will =) so hope you guys today have a happy and fun day! quite happy slacking and playing haha. exam coming also shag shag if fail i going bang the wall le. but i promised someone i will try harder to study on my studies. so must Jiayous le. haha okays la today realli happy and shirlaine ...... haha okays la today post till here le Byebye! will post it asap blog dying soon. hope you guys did well on your exam Jiayous work hard! Good Luck for end of year exam! Loveyous!

A broken story

2010-07-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

If I should have died tonight and the reason remain unknown and not to tell the whole world but to tell the one that I loved not because of she loving me to little. But because I loved her too much! They say love can be mend a broken heart but how? My heart can't love because it broken? A break up it's just like a broken mirror it's is better to leave it broken rather you go fix it and hurt yourself' and I don't hate you for not loving me anymore but I hate myself still loving you, And sometime tears are the words from your heart can't be mention. One way love is hard to do but my heart doesn't know how to stop loving you! Sometimes it pain me when I was quiet when my heart want to speak! Everybody makes mistake I make mistake too but the biggest mistake that I ever make is falling for you ...

2010-07-15T07:54:00.000+08:00

Hello im back to posting. today didnt go to school because the lesson really sucks. and yesterday alot thing did happen on me. hais. i been stressing about alot of thing. and my father yesterday night keep nagging at me for dont know how long... hais. sian... yesterday shirlaine cried for 5 time and above. because of something to do with ks. and zayn the other one. but she didnt cried. but also got something to do with me. hais..... so how... omg. nevermind la today post till here seeya

2010-07-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hello im back to posting haha. today so bored. morning sleep till the same time in the morning and just late go school nia school start at 9 am. but today school like didnt learn anything. go there do nothing then go home le. so bored after that company shannon waiting for christopher after that i go meet shirlaine le. after slacking awhile i sent her home and get home by 7 haha. became a guai kia 100% omgosh haha. Mood swing again. something bad happen to day. i contiune fall down on staircase at school 4 - 5 times. =( so unlucky. yesterday didnt watch world cup fall asleep like a pig last night haa... okays la today just post till here le Byebye!

2010-07-11T02:01:00.001+08:00

heelo back to posting im so hurt now my heart so pain really pain i reaaly dont how to live on without you im sorry i hurt you so badly im regret now can you dont leave me. if you really dont wanna bother me anymore i really will do foolish thing. T.T

2010-07-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. sorry this few days didnt have the time to post my blog. and my blog dying soon. and all this weeks very bored keep going out but with no one joining me.. i alone all the way... and yesterday play with yixin i hurt my chest it bleed. after i get home i bath i like dancing like crazy in the toilet.. omg super pain. and this days being good boy go home early and do nothing haha. first time didnt go out till so late haha. weirdo..! and this few days shirlaine also quite weird haha. nevermind anyways. I just wish she can be happy. I know she stress alot. and i dont wish between us got any problem again. hais. i dont know what to say about it. monday going school late it alright.. let see about it.. ByeBye!

Back to my Mood

2010-07-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hellos guys im back to posting again. Today went to Town area with shirlaine & shem & Choon wee Today was slacking fun in Panjang area. after that meeting choon wee At City mall Mrt station. then we walk to pennisula shopping. shem brought one T-shirt.. after that went back to panjang sent shirlaine to Lrt Near by.. then i went to shem house slack le.. after that slack awhile more i went back home =) haha what a bored fine day.. tomorrow studying le. hais. this coming exam i don't think i will pass... hais. damn shag lorhs. so much thing to bother about. so how now. i am freaking broke now wish money drop from sky now.... Arghhh. but nevermind la. Today post untill here le Byebye =)

2010-07-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

Hello Im back today didnt go out at all was so bored the whole day.. after that going out to zoo with parent then go fish farm give the fish bite my leg is like so itchy and pain maybe... hais.. today damn so shuiii! Bad luck.. i drop my phone in the pond..... Zzz hais... now need get a spare phone but my contact dont know will still there anot... i think wont... hais nvm la i feel like crying now.. like i losing everything around me i feel so useless feel like dieding.... seriously... i felt that im begin used by someone... and now... im so bad luck even my phone also spoil.... hais..... what did i done wrong... nevermind. i always tried to be strong but i couldnt . i really have enough of it le... my life i just an waste of time.! I'm so Super Tired of it.

really tired of my life My life

really sucks. i felt like ending my

life Asap. something gone its

already gone will not be back

again. i haven tried my best to get

you back to me but even i didn't

tried i will also known the result.

so just begin out of a fool for

somehow. but i didn't care at all.

even thought your the precious to

me! and your always do. and i

really dont know what to do. my

phone making me felt irritated. i

dropped my phone. my phone

died T.T mean i gonna die!......

Zzzz I HAVE ENOUGH LE LA >.<

2010-07-01T23:24:00.001+08:00

Hellos im back to action again just finish up my stuff and something. now so bored nothing to do... going sleep soon very tired just eaten med very tired. tomorrow meeting shirlaine in the morning.. so i dont wish i will be late haha =) okays la i think i have nothing else to post le today just post untill here bah Goodnight going sleep now Byebye!

2010-07-01T11:38:00.002+08:00

Hellos back to posting ... now at outside today went to school but i was on 2days Mc my teacher doesn't allow me go in the school so she send me home... after reach home so bored nothing to do so decided to come out and slack waiting for shirlaine they all to release.. nevermind today i post untill here Takecare byebye

My Love Sick Day

2010-06-30T23:56:00.001+08:00

Hellos I'm back to Action again! Just came back home just now went to see doctor and waited for 2 hours becuase there too much people. And this few days been so tired and stress too not sure what to do sometime i just don't understand something and now i'm really tired now.. feel like going sleep now but i'm not yet bath maybe after this i go to bath and have a tight sleeping beauty hahas. im so sick keep coughing badly throat getting pain and pain. now its already late le guess i today post untill here will update Asap.... Byebye!

And Lastly Shirlaine Seriously its really alright as long your happy i'm okays with it Just promise me take good care of yourself and be strong i don't really wish you keep crying okay.. and i think few week more i will be very missing you. because i don't think i will be free after all have to take care of my N-level exam. if not i going to fail it so you also must work hard and study hard. dont think too much dont stress yourself i will always right beside you to support you all the way OKays take care Loveesyoue!

2010-06-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I look up, as a tear rolls slowly

down my cheek. I think about Those better days

and wonder if I'll feel that way again

you look at me

with those eyes I know so well

always serious, so deep and insightful

as though you're always in control

But not today

not now

Now you look so scared

like for once you don't have the answer

I look at you

looking deep into your eyes

Hoping to understand what you are thinking

why you've said those things to me I wonder for a moment

if this is all a dream i hope its won't came true

if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved i hope its happen now

you look at me

with a confusion eyes i never seen it before

I slowly pull me toward you

and wipe the tears from my cheek

2010-06-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hellos im back to posting again. today went to the concert wow was very nice that they play... but the aircon there is too cold le. and now i having high fever.. very sick now...hais. and coughing badly... why everything changed so fast... hais. nevermind as long im still the same.. now im so weak dont even have the strengh to stand up.... hais... stress ahh. Shirlaine i tell you something I never angry because of you. because i hope that the decision you made is correct and you wont be sad anymore. because i dont wanna you to be sad. i repect and support all the decision you have made. so cheer up yeah dont stress and sad anymore! seriously i dont mind you have a stead or anything but at least let me know. but now i know le its still the same.. and dont blame yourself and i not gonna blame you for anything. even through i been sad i been hurt i have cried just because of you but i dont mind. now i know he the guy that you need so must jiayous orhh and last long promise me no matter what happen stay happy always when ever you need me i will be right there for you! Take care! but lastly you did well on the concert its really nice the song. i enjoy it alot Thanks.

2010-06-29T08:56:00.000+08:00

Hellos Im Back to posting again! Now currently at school so bored wihile doing CPA lesson. I felt so weird when shirlaine get cold that she don't want a Jacket. but i felt heart pain when she getting cold like this. and she having a flu. how can she concentrate on her concert? hope she get well soon. Must Jiayous on your concert didi will support you all the way derhhs =) okays.. Take care. Loveyous!

2010-06-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hello im back to posting again. yesterday one whole day slack at teck whye. didnt have a time to sleep now very tired and wonder what shirlaine doing now. but nevermind school going reopen soon and i will be very shack.... i dont know why she told me something about kaishen i felt so weird im just lying to myself. so what is real! its been along time.... i didnt know that i will fall so deeply for you once again. i just wish i can be with you that all. i never ask for something much! even everything will change but something will never change is my feeling towards you after all. everyday i just wish that i can one time of your voice. even how close you are to me but i can felt that your heart is far away from it. i dont wanna leave you. and wish you too! i dont want anything i just want you simply just you. when ever your not around i been thinking about you & i Just loveyous!

2010-06-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hello back to posting again. today went to town area with shem. spending time around at town so tired and we went to the lv shop there all the thing very ex.... haha after that went back panjang go to lan play le. later dont know going where.. today actually meeting chris but in the end he let me wait for 1 hours ... and giving me an excuse say i didnt told him im outside his gate... and i been sitting at the stair quite long le... but nevermind. cause today my mood wasnt really good... i miss shirlaine so much. dont know when have a time can meet her again... hais.. sorry this few days didnt have the time to company you. and didnt talk much to you. my mood really no really good. but hope you dont mind must take care of you okays! and dont worry i will go see your concert with flowers promise you =) today post untill here Loveyous byebye

2010-06-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

hello im back to posting again. today shirlaine went to camp. so im so bored nothing do went to lan gaming the whole day. now currently at lan shop. wonder what is she doing now? hais without her felt so weird siahh.. like missing out something. i dont care she coming back from camp i want give her a big big hugg =) she say want call me but in the end also never call me =( hais. nevermind today just post till here barhss tc =) bye

2010-06-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

shirlaine today i'm so sorry about what happen. hais. seriously im really what happen to you just now. and my heart really pain that your mother just hit you like this.... all my fault why everytime like this everytime i want go overseas le something happen to you let me so worry. and can say so im really feel like crying i dont know why. i just cant bear that see you get whacked by your parent.. all my fault Sorry! really miss you but now my heart Like 16 ton of a thing that hitting on my heart ..... hais nevermind i really wish nothing happen to you im so sorry ..... Today post untill here Loveyous... shirlaine remember im not in singapore you must take care of yourself... tc Byebye!

2010-06-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello im back to posting again. Just came back home. today when to lan shop with ah lei & taolong. after that i slack today the whole day i miss jie so much =( maybe need to wait till wed or tuesday can meet her le tomorrow working. hais.... nevermind la. Today post untill here barhs Byebye

2010-06-13T11:13:00.000+08:00

Shirlaine I promise you no matter what happen again i won't let you be lonely again! I'm sorry when the moment you need me I'm not around, Just want to tell you when you're not around i cried for all the days wishing that you will be back. and now your back i not even have the chance to meet you. all i know is about work and left you alone. I'm sorry 对不起. And I pormise you when ever you need me i will be right there for you. lend you my shoulder when ever you need it. And remember never give up yourself and be strong! Because i will always stand beside you and support you. i just want you to be happy that all. i don't want you to be unhappy all the days. i really stuck up myself my life seem like sucks!..hais. Shirlaine You will forever be in my heart. have one thing to know its that i have to give it a try even how hard its is. i can feel that how you feel when ever you're down. hais i'm really stressing about the feeling. You changed my world with a blink of my eyes. That is something that I have to admmit. You changed me from the worst to the best. That why i treasure you & Cherish you. You just don't know what you have done for me When i with you i'm always happy and glad. I love you more than myself that what i can realised I still remember us, the way we used to be. I did hold you in my arms and your smile wqs so sweet to me But now when I see you. You look right through me I feel so alone now but when I close my eyes. All i see is you. when you're oversea i came out every night to worries about you that might something happen you too. when you told me something happen to you my heart ache badly cause me right a cramp and pain. i don't know still why this feeling will came out suddenly. and everytime i see your with another guy i will jealous. but lastly i know i have already fall for you! this is something that is true. Even you doesn't known the person very well. but you all hang out everytime. and the feeling will slowly came out. Last time the life and now the life is totally different. everything Changed Fast. time passed fast too. In the past I always emotional. but now you changed my life. I'm just regret that once i never Treat you well. All i do is i never had the feeling that with you before and now i have a feeling that i couldn't know how to show out. is that i really love you! Shirlaine Tan. Today i just post untill here.! Byebye

2010-06-11T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again...... Yesterday whole day ton at tech whye lan shop..... now at home..... doing nothing later going friends birthday party... now going prepare something... nevermind today post untill here le BYebye!

2010-06-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

hello back to posting again.. now at avian house posting. last few days been slacking at teck whye with avian & friends. and something funny happen a drunk guy walk pass by and so sudden it became a fight! the guy acutally very good but he just drunk and he became a joker over there. thought he know how to fight but in the end get beaten by my friend he was damn funny hahas. so bored these few day. and missing Shirlaine too. she was in vietnam haha. Missdieher! hais tought i would be more to post but now got stm le haha. forget wad i wanna post. Lols. nevermind i will update my blog as soon as possible. haven brought shirlaine present Zzz hais. later going somewhere but dont know where! before shirlaine go that day i been missing her and i so sudden cry for nothing . i just miss her like crazy T.T wish she were fine over there. really worry about her i scared she sick all that. maybe i been thinking too much le barhs . but i hope she enjoy everything over there. she coming back tomorrow night hahas. so happy! sat going meet her in the morning barhs.. hahas. so happy man. but i hope she is not sick. let me worry for the 5 days Zzz i still dont know wad i wanna do ? thesse few days so bored while slacking. and getting my pay soon. school going reopen soon will be stressing about study most propely will stress about exam N-level this year le... if fail dont know where can i go.. will be going out of fajar haha. No more stressness.. . nevermind today i post untill here barhs soon will update soon Byebye! Shirlaine beloved Loveyous!

2010-06-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hello Back to posting again. This few days been slacking with shirlaine & friends. And been busy working too Didn't have much time to company her at all and she will be going off soon By monday Stressed. Today been to work to morning meeting her for awhile Just slacked! after that sent her to school didn't have the time to say goodbye to her & and Hugg her too! Maybe i will be really missed her for a weeks. after she came back from vietnam she still have to went for 3 days camp and soon school will be reopen and i will stress about my studies. And now currently working in a 5 stars hotel wish is serving people with food and Drinks almost like banquet some how like a wedding dinner. And the job is quite really thought the food are heavy Etc. But it is fun can enjoy everything... Its is so damn high class. never work at that place before yesterday is my first day of starting working stressing me like hell almost have heart attack. haha. So Jiejie You must do take care of yourself when im not with you or around learn to be strong and i hope you will be enjoying at vietnam please becareful dont ever go out at night it might be dangarous i dont wish anything to happen to you Please!. And sorry I really didnt have the time to company you. i felt so weird like missing you like hell but i just couldnt know what the feeling is like. and i promise you i in singapore will take care of myself de so dont worry about me =) So today i just post untill here barhs Take care Loveyous

Weihong~

2010-06-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

hello back to posting again. now at lan using come =) today whole day so bored morning meet shirlaine slack awhile then afternoon slack again haha. after that sent her home then go lan le. today post untill here le byebye!!!

2010-05-30T00:02:00.006+08:00

Hello back to posting again Just work come back now abit tired. So bored at home doing nothing. Hais. tomorrow going somewhere? Think so. today working hours i fall down so many time now backside so pain arghhhs.. here are some photo that last few week take de slacking with shirlaine & her Cousin. And my hair getting longer soon but going to cut it very soon. Hais. once soon reopen le my hair will be short le =( !!! hais its so bored man... dont know wad to post about also.. and i getting my new hair colour also. purple haha love it. but couldnt last long Zzz.... nevermind today i just post until here Going do other stuff le Goodnight Byebye!

2010-05-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello back to posting. today at home doing house chore all the day. and Shirlaine i will be waiting for you to come back from vietnam & your present also =) hahas didi promise you! i will take care myself in signapore while you in vietnam... so today didnt have much thing to post about. Just post untill here barhs. Byebye!

2010-05-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

hello back to posting again. now so bored at home doing nothing. hais today damn unlucky. i can't believe that i today get shirlaine into trouble hais. all my fault because of me she get scolded. Im so sorry Guilty arghhs Today morning go eat Mac with chris & shirlaine & crystal. after Mac we went to school but Ms Tan gonna send us home but in the end didnt we slacked at DC the whole entire day that all after that lerhs got detention and then Ptc!!!! Ms Tan anyhow talk so angry siahh..!!! Zzzz OMg today damn shag stress tired. i felt so heart pain for her when she cried Omg my mood totally change now no mood le.... Who can understand how i feel what i thinking. Nobody will know how pain it does! The hurtful thing is see the one that you loved Cried infront of you! Im sorry i couldnt do anything. not even cheering you up. i felt that our distance is getting more far away from it le. and starting felt that you changed abit. So do take care i Will miss you In singapore after you go vietnam! seriously i Do care so promise me must take care of yourself! so today i post untill here le Still got so much stuff to do. but still very tired. Going sleep nah,. Goodnight Byebye!

2010-05-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting. today inter class game the whole day playing game but i didnt even play at canteen slack the whole day. and after the game going home time i been to ava room finding shirlaine and they having a meeting so i go there check it out hahas but get chased out by Mr yong Zzz... after that shirlaine didnt go for band... she company me go slack at senja... afters slacking i send her home. so i went home .~ today was so bored dont know what gonna happen tomorrow. that all gonna stay at school till 5 barhs. modtail.. i want try ahhahah today post untill here barhs gtg le BYebye =)

2010-05-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again quite long didnt post le... didnt have time to post. Hais. and last few days been tonning whole days damn tired didnt have the time to sleep and been slacking around till morning. and playing dota at lan! haha today early morning wake up nothing to do so bored at home. so i decided to go out and find something do yirong called me so i when down to his place find him slack awhile then go find shirlaine. after shirlaine band i have been slacking with swee wee & yixin. after yixin go home i & swee wee went to outside school waiting for shirlaine. then i sent her home. What a wonderful day Haha... today post untill here le Byebye =) kekes

2010-05-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

hello back to posting today really happy slacking whole day with shirlaine & yixin Really love the moment with them. Haha was so fun walk here walk there morning meeting shirlaine sent her to school for band After that went to lan! then after then go fetch her then go my house after slacking awhile we go have our lunch! haha today shirlaine so cute ...... nevermind today post untill here Loves!

2010-05-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hello Back to posting again. This days didnt have so much time to post exam finally over le. today was my last paper so no need stress so much but result come out sure got alot to stress le. Now a days been keep slacking getting bored of my life and this sat going swimming hahas and today slacking awhile went to timah with mathais to play pool after that went home straight away. hahas Miss shirlaine Jiejie Lols! Fine today just post untill here le larhhs Byebye! lalala~

2010-05-08T22:55:00.001+08:00

hello back to posting again. today when to Jurong point with Aik Sin & Shirlaine Jiejie. When to her cousin house will for her this morning after that went to timah play pool. after pool and go eat . After that went back to Jurong point slack slack walk walk. haha so cute worhs. and today went to library Lols playing true or dare Was so funny Nearly laugh die me man. we play the true or dare like so funny kiss here kiss there de... After one moment I got dare By aik Sin go Kiss shirlaine. But in the end is shirlaine come kiss me. Omg on my lips. after that dont know why heart beat so fast and so hot =( haha today post untill here =) byebye!

2010-04-29T11:19:00.002+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. now in school doing something Else. so bored hearing song all the ways. By the way this few days been slacking with shirlaine & Friends they all etc. qutie fun la after all Exam Coming le Must be prepared didn't notice day time passed so fast my course work not even finish yet arghhh. Today post till here barhs won't be offen online this days ByeBye!.

2010-04-26T08:13:00.001+08:00

Hellos guys finally back to posting again. lately didn't have the time to go and post so need to wait till have sometimes. this few weeks so unlucky keep get caught by police. And many more. and been slacking with shirlaine & friends this days was so bored after all. didn't know where to go wishing i have a bike now. Hope i will never giving up saving money =) haha didn't go .... today ! today post untill here barhs =) Byebyes!~

2010-04-16T09:18:00.000+08:00

Hello Back to posting again. seen a long long time never post le. And this few days been slacking and so shag so bored. yesterday get caught by police 2 time. what a unlucky day and i sitll don't really understand what i want. Zzz er.. And time passed so fast everything have changed can everything became like before. i wish everyone can just be happy. wish this world there nothing called unhappy . hais. Today no school Just post untill here barhhs. Byebye =)

2010-04-07T21:27:00.001+08:00

hello back to posting. Long time never post le. this few days slacking with christopher. and last few days get caught by HSA hais. so unlucky. Today post untill here le. Byebye.

2010-04-04T02:03:00.000+08:00

hello back to posting again just reach home. so bored now hais.... so tired. going bed soon. Today really fun narh baby. after meeting you. i went to bugis meet my friend. and so late then reach home. quite bored larhs today. dont know tomorrow still meeting you anot. see how first tomorrow i working maybe monday meet you or what barhs. maybe tomorrow morning can meet you if i never work then i meet up with you and going out with your friend barhs. okays. going sleep now. Goodnights loveyous.

♥01.04.10- 1.00am

2010-04-02T14:12:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting guys. sorry last few days didn't have the time to post. The story started on 01.04.10. baby.C yesterday. although its happen so sudden and i hope it a serious relationship. okay and will always.. nevermind. i post untill here. Byes.

2010-03-30T09:14:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. now at school doing nothing. so bored. and today need to do detention. Zzz after school don't know go where siah. now very hungry waiting for recess. and my life changed alot. its seem like everything so different and all i can do is keep day dream. hais. exam coming stress me out. and i think i sure fail de. wonder what everyone doing now. and wonder who are moody now. can shared a chat with me cause im moody too. nevermind. only can wait for the time passed day by day like this. today post untill here barhs tired of posting. going do other thing le.. Byebyes!.....

2010-03-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

We had a lot of fun
When we were together
I'll never forget
I'll always remember

The laughs that we shared
The dreams that we had
But those dreams changed
And they left me sad

I know you've moved on
And found someone new
But I have to admit
I still wish for you

This isn't healthy for me
I really need to stop
When I think about our past
My heart wants to stop
So as I say my last goodbye
I want you to know
That I'm trying my best
To learn to just let go

Time passed so fast
Things changed so fast
You walked away like this
I went my own way
I fell for you
You changed your mind
You let go
I held on tight
I told you I cared
You said you did too
You promised you wouldn't hurt me
And I believed that was true
Our past came back to get me
Switching me for you
You let me down
You broke my heart
I started to wonder why
Was this your plan from the start?
I miss you now
And will there be forever
I wish you were here
More than ever
You changed me
And made me better
So for that you just leave
without a goodbye.

When we were still together,
I truly loved you,
but what’s happening right now,

Its already over,
I guess we are through,
it’s really hard for me,
to forget the time that i with you.

we have to break up now,
but I know this might be good
for both me and you.

I love you but i have to
set you free,
I’ve come to realized that
you’re no longer happy with me.
Even tho’ it hurts, I have
to say goodbye

It’s really hard for me to
live without you, but i
promise i would try to move on.

It hurts me so much but i have
to let you go.
But before letting you go,
there’s one thing i want you to know….
I just want you to know that
“I am always there for you,
whenever you need a me,
to lean on an shoulder to cry on”
Before i let you go, i want to say
that your somebody awsome in my life. Iloveyou.

2010-03-28T11:04:00.000+08:00

Back to posting. yesterday i was sleeping at bus and so sudden i received a sms from tzeyee. then she say she wanna break up. on that moment i couldn't breathe at all. was so hurt that moment but i don't know how to say it out. my mind went blank. totally mood swing. and i know everything would be like this. is also a better way for us. you can concentrate on your study. no need stress about relationship. just wanna say you bring up my life but i put it down myself! I'm sorry i thought everything would be better. my you chosen this way i respect it and hope you can do well in your study. maybe more few months you will forgotten me but its nevermind for me. as long i Remember you can le. Thank you anyway. there nothing can be more worth to be with you! Do take care.

2010-03-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting. today really tired after school went to lan. maybe what you say isn't real at all. but why not just face the facts and not to avoid it anymore. when other people ask me did we break up. i don't even know how to answer. is this how i get in return. maybe ba. without you i really don't know how to be like before how i use to be. my life day by day seem so down. mood is getting depressed and annoyed. can you just give me a answer what you want me to do? maybe everything have the reason. i try to be more understanding. but its really very hard for me to spent my day like this. every night i just getting drunk like this and wish you will just give me a sms. but it didnt happen. and i don't even have the mood to study. and everyone keep asking me why am i look so down. i really can't give them a answer because i don't even know why. just one thing i know my heart is seriously bleeding & hurt that all. im sorry.

2010-03-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. Just bathe finish now at home rotting. this few days really very hard for me to carry on like this. hais. without her i don't know who still can make me stand up like before. everything changed so fast. you told me you will never change your mind. but maybe one day. you will change your mind i couldn't know. everything stress me out. keep bothering me... i wanna get out of this darkness side.... i gonna walk out alone. just be back the life i use to have. Sorry！i know something but i don't know its is true. i have a trust on you hope it will never fated. even if is true just let me know. i will respect what ever you mean to say.

2010-03-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

You just putting me aside without tell me why. without any reason and i don't understand why. my life just begin like this. i don't wanna talk i don't wanna ask and i don't wanna say. i don't wanna care anything. Just as what you mean. i'm just a lifeless person in your mind. why not forget me. what for you still care so much. you don't even understand how i feel. and what for you bother so much about me why not just let me die. even if i die there won't be any person care. everyone need me they will call me. they don't need me just kick me aside. What is going on. what for i be so kind to other people.

2010-03-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting. Today went out with few friends going timah to play snooker. was so fun. but i didn't have the mood to play and was tired after all. spent quite alot money today. eating lunch dinner and play pool for 4 hours so bored. rotting at there. today my aiming fail. stress much. exam oral coming. hair check coming. stressdieme..... i don't give a damn man..... hatedie my life. Byebyes!

2010-03-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting. Just came back home! this few days been busy working and very shag. something i been keeping inside my heart don't know how to say it out. i been trying so hard to forget it. my mood really gone depressed this days. been trying to be back who ii am. but i can't really have bad mood this few days. don't know what i really want. why everything could be like this. or sometime i thinking of commit suicide. jumping down of the building and i can forget all the thing that i wanted to forget. Its easy to start a relationship But is hard to end a relationship. think i shouldn't think so much just let it be! Byes!

2010-03-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting. Just came back home. from work.. Today after work i going home and waiting for the fucking hell cab. so damn long. waited for 1 an a half hours. but all the cab didnt come. stupid singapore cab driver. making me waited like stupid fools. after that get so freak out i go and take 960 back to panjang. didnt have my dinner. today my job shift to bugis. so fun there. okays larhs today post untill here tomorrow continue ..... Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees.

2010-03-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hellos guy, i'm back to posting. This few days didn't have much time to post, because i started working this few days busy working. quite tired but money come not tired anymore. This few days been thinking something but i will keep it at heart i hope everything is doing fine. sometime i felt that its weird but i don't wanna mention it because it makes me emotional moods down. hope can finish my work soon. and school holiday over soon. going buy cloths after that.... today post untill here Seeya Byebyes tzeyee Lovees! Seriously i miss her badly but i don't know how to say it out.

2010-03-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

hellos back to posting. so tired just came back home.. & just bathe and finish up my dinner. wondering what baby doing now. miss her? think so barhs. Wed & Thurs working. Zzz today went to timah with avian & his friend. to play pool after that accompany them to have dinner & talk alot of thing. quite funny. Just not sure how to spend my time for tomorrow without baby's hais! today just post untill here. continue tomorrow... Byebyes! tzeyee lovees Missdieyou Baby's =)

2010-03-15T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting. Now at avian house. so bored later going yixin house after that meeting avian friends and go play pool at timah... missing baby's now. today never meet her. saddieme.... nevermind hope she doing well in her work also can concentrate on her study.. maybe other day then meet her barhs... today post till here le. going out!1 now.. Byebyes! Tzeyee lovees. missyous.. Muackkies

2010-03-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

Babybabybaby. :D
Here to help you this rotting pig to update your blog. (:
This few days/weeks had been busy, seriously.
Hope you can understand okay ?
Ive many things to do, cant spend too much time outside alr.
Anything can just call me yeahs. (:
Dont think too much boy.
No matter where you are, i'll be always with you.
Dont sad & smile always. (:
2802101815 is loved. <3

2010-03-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hellos guys back to posting. sorry guys didn't have time to post this few weeks. just came back home. and finish my dinner. Zzz today went to lan with swee wee waiting for baby's to come meet us. after that baby's & Jiayu they all go Valerie house watch movies. so i went to somewhere else first went to City square mall find my working friend. after that went to pasir ris. to walk walk. at the beach so cool man. wind so big.. and sky so dark so nice. many many Star star. and keep thinking bout. Baby's. hais. today didn't have much time to spent on her... sometime i felt so weird. is like she is leaving me in anytime. she just getting more far & far away from me. T.T hais. sometime i wonder. she so close to me but her heart sometime seem like so far away from me. so shag. i don't know why the time would passed so fast. because everything happen to fast. and you didn't have the time to realise what happening and what going on surround you. i felt so lonely after she left. i know something will happen to us. but i don't wish it would be so fast. Hope it will be a long lasting Lovees. today too tired le post till here. byebyes Lovees Tzeyee!.

2010-03-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

hellos guys. back to posting. just bathe finish and just came back home. today went to Jurong point with baby's & Jiayu. Went to watch Alice In Wonderland. quite a nice movies. 3D movies. haha. and alot. of cool thing. so cool. its seem like everything was so real and it gonna hit you while the thing flying near to you .. before movies we went to Coffee bean to drink something. after that went to walk walk. then go for movies. haha. after movies went back panjang then went back home. =) missdieyou.... Today post till here barhhs.. Byebyes! Tzeyee lovees ...

2010-03-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting. sorry yesterday didnt have the time to post. er. yesterday were so fun going out with baby's & Jiayu & Valerie & and Big giant & his 2 friend. we went to Bukit timah. Ktv singing there. Valerie damn funny siah. sing till so awful. Zzz my ear hurts so much. And couldn't believe Jiayu singing wasn't very bad at all. haha her voice just like Zhou Wen Xuan Zzz was so shocked while i hearing her voice. haha. after that Me and baby take cab sent Giant home. then back to plaza there. and having dinner.. then back home..... byebyes. tzeyee lovees!

2010-03-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting now. Just came back home. And just eaten my dinner. & come to posting here . now wonder what Baby's doing now. yesterday didn't have time to post. and didn't have the mood to post. so today back to posting. yesterday alot of thing happen. and making me so freak out. today quite fun larhs. after went to Swee wee House then go to meet baby's & went to park sit sit. and so sudden got a big bugs fly to her bag. she scream . shocked me. hahas. that was so funny. after that went back home. today post till here le. Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees!爱 ♥

2010-03-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

hellos Guys back to posting again. just came back home. and just bathe finish & coming to posting. Today Something really weird to my mood doesn't seem like before. and today time passed so fast. today went to lot 1 with baby's buy something for Jiayu Birthday present. & baby's brought not quite alot of thing cause so ex. after buying present went back panjang to find Jiayu, Jiaqi, Valerie & some of their friends. slacking awhile and went to greenridge brought something. and i think i missed the Flour fighting. After that went to greenridge to accompany them to have their dinner. after dinner slacking awhile.... then went home le. that how i spent my time today. today post till here Okays Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees Missdieyous!. 爱 ♥

2010-03-02T09:07:00.001+08:00

Would i still love Her ,even if her's face turned out to be this way ?

To me , i would. I dont care how people criticise her face ,(how ugly or what fuck face) -.-

I've never knew what's love ,until i knew her .

To me ,im always simple minded & i think that love is when both parties love each other & that shall be love.

But im too naive. I never thought it'll be so hard loving someone ,it feels like taking away your breathe every one second.

I never knew loving someway can be in such a pathetic way. Means loving her ,but she doesn't appreciate or she
doesn't knows. Or the worst part ,She toyed your feeling ,yet you still stupidly loved her like there's no tomorrow.

Well, if i didnt knew her. I wouldn't know how love really feels like. I wouldn't know this sentence "付出从来不等于收回" Even if you love her alot ,gave up everything for her . Would he appreciate and do the same thing for you? Definitely no .

I always thought love should be happy. But to me naow ,there's a saddening part for it too .

Loving doesn't means getting love back. Loving someone is not as easy.

Read this :

If you argue with her, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care.

If you call her, you're too clingy crazy. If she calls you, she says you should be happy.

If you don't love her, she'll try to win you. When you do love her, she leaves.

If you don't fuck her, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.

You tell her your problems, she says you're irritating. If you don't, she says you don't trust her.

If you lecture her, you just want to argue. If she lectures you, it's because she 'cares'.

If you break a promise, she doesn't trust you anymore. If she breaks it, it's because she had to.

If you cheat, she expects it to be over. If she cheats, she wants another chance.

They're basically the same.

Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.

When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.

Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.

When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.

Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

Isn't it so true?

Sometimes ,it'll just be so hard to forget. If it is easy. Why are there so many people sad for relationship naow ? Think again.

I've been lying to myself, that i've forget her. But when i see her ,why does my heart still aches ?

I've been trying hard to love another girl ,but why i cant? Why i still think of her?

Through deep thoughts ,im lying to get over grief when i know she cant be mine anymore.

I've been trying hard to love another girl ,cause i know that girl couldn't be her. So no matter how hard i try, i cant.

Till this day ,i still say i miss her ,i still say i love her . I still say i need her the most

2010-03-02T08:30:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting. now in school posting. but dont know wad to post... wonder wad tzeyee doing now. so bored need to wait one more hours for recess! okays larh post till here Byebyes Tzeyee lovees 爱 ♥

2010-03-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hello, back to posting again. Just bathe finish. so bored now. at home doing nothing. And Some childish People And Lamer.. Don't know what are they thinking. Begin so childish. Keep doing all the lame stuff. making me irritated. >.< going to holiday soon. going to find a work. earn alot alot money =) so happy. And buy alot alot of Care bear for TTY... =P Okays larhs post untill here. Byebyes! Tzeyee lovees 爱 ♥

2010-03-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

back to posting again. Just bathe finish so bored tomorrow schooling le. wonder what tzeyee doing now.. missdieher.. okays larhs nothing to post le... =( Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees

Our Story Started !

2010-02-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting again. today went to lot 1 with Babys. and we went to library and she wanna to find a sit. keep walking here walking there. but finally find a sit to sit. hahas. sat there for very long hours after that we went pastamania to have our dinner. after dinner went to walk walk. & forgotten to buy sweet talk drinks. after that went to all the shop see Care bear. and wanna buy one for her . but she refuse to let me buy. Lols after that we went back to panjang walk walk. at panjang park. To XIN SHANG the moon . so romantic O.O. Okays la today post untill here... Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees 爱 ♥

2010-02-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again. Just cooked finish my dinner. Lols my cooking skill fail like what siah... Taste awful.. =.= hais. wonder what TTY dooiinq now.. so bored. missing her like hell. =P not sure tomorrow she coming out anot. stressdieme. feel like meeting her now. but couldn't go out. Lols
later going to have my dinner and get prepare for the praying stuff... for tonight. Zzz So tired. okays la today i post till here... Will update soon. now my modem broadband haven repair. still doing. will Dced for sometime . Zzz Byebyes Tzeyee lovees. 爱 ♥MissDieyou =)

2010-02-27T15:15:00.001+08:00

hello back to posting again. Now at home. going to do house chored soon.. so bored. wonder what tzeyee doing now. tonight got alot of thing need to do. shag! cannot go out with tzeyee. missdieher LOls 爱 ♥

2010-02-27T11:29:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again. i Just wake up from my bed. and now do some posting. yesterday were very fun. go out with tzeyee, jiayu, jiaqi, valerie! There all damn funny siah. making the joke. make me keep laughing. and after slacking awhile we went to lot 1 walk walk and we having dinner over there. after dinner. we went back to panjang. slack. at bukit panjang park. Tzeyee and Jiayu & Jiaqi were playing turning spine. Chinese dance move. & not bad uhhs Jiaqi Manage To Go down but she can't come up hahas. so funny. Jiayu nearly broke her back spine. Lols the weather so hot there. after sending tzeyee home. then i went back home le. and today sadded maybe can't go out. hais. missdieher. Okays i post till here tomorrow back to posting. Byebyes! Tzeyee Lovees 爱 ♥

2010-02-26T12:25:00.005+08:00

Hello back to posting again! Now At school doing My cpa Course Work so bored. That i didn't know how to do =) i post till here barhs tonight then continue =) Byebye Tzeyee Lovees 爱 ♥

2010-02-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting. Just Came back from dinner. Now doing some posting so bored. Tomorrow Schooling le. then Few more days then can go out often. hais. This few days hanging around so lifeless. and time passed so fast! Okays la today i post till here Le Byebyes!! Takecares! Tzeyee Lovees! 爱 ♥

2010-02-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

Back to posting again. Just Finish done my blog. So bored. making the freaking blog. make till my eye want pop out le. Lols now wonder what tzeyee doing now. missing her like hell. Wish can hugg her now. but i guess she tired too. but she wanna study =P started to feeling tired. cause too bored. remember to post everyday. but not sure what to post. today so saddieme. never meet till tzeyee. hais. maybe tomorrow barhs. meeting you outside the school . now going do my stuff le post till here Goodnights everyone =) Byebyes!

2010-02-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hello back to posting again! Now at home doing nothing. hais. tomorrow still got school . this few days cannot go out often saddieme! what to post . Tzeyee keep laughing while i posting haha =) cutedieher. haha missideher. okays larhs i post untill here. give you this Roses! loveyous =) takecares Bye!

2010-02-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

back to posting. now in school missing TTY ... missya loveyous

Irritating!

2010-02-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting i got alot of thing to share with your guys . Some irritating bastard trying to anyhow post people blog. what a childish thing to do. ever seen that before. think their mom didn't feed enough breast milk to them so they will grow untill so immature. if you guys think you all done that is for fun or jokes. your guys rather go bang the wall. why don't dare to admit it yourself is you did it. no balls at all. your mother born you without balls? what a sad thing. poor you man. learn to be smart la. still like small kids you think you everything are the best ? you think the whole universe are yours? haha you must be joking. your just a jerk. nothing to compared. feel sad for you guys your mother born you without telling you what to do so will let you do so much stupid childish thing. don't you guys feel shame? i didn't see before a guy like you so useless! using all this cheap matter to make a person angry? if you think we will angry & your wrong. we think you have nothing better to do. such a freaking bastard using freaking jerk stuff to insult a girl? don't dare face to face tell her? scared she slap you? no need waste my time here scolding you no use de la. go think yourself what you have done. idiot bastard fucker!~ You know who you are . and you know who i'm talking about!

2010-02-21T18:08:00.001+08:00

You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I cannot deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you as my dearest one

You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above the sky
To take care of me and shower me with your love

When I'm with you I will not fear even a little small thing
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile

Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more

Cause you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something that I've never felt it before

i wish this will carry on till the day we have died.

and i promise you i will never let you go.

I Love You!

2010-02-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hellos Weirdo Back to posting again. Today went to Fajar Mac study with Tzeyee! everything was so funny today =P Hais. after studying went out of mac. Then she say she saw minyang Lols was so shock man! hahas & she forgotten to eat her dinner. After that went to 419 find weijie. And was so bored there. & hong sheng Was getting on my nerve Really burst me out wanna punch his face at that moment he was joking too far le barhs. >.< so angry Arghh... after that went home! so bored. Waiting for Tzeyee Calls. everything was so weird today. wonder what is she thinking. & think she still have a feeling for minyang barhs feel so guilty. Lols mention bout minyang alot of thing hahas. But i think they are more match =P hais. what am i thinking! And yesterday so guilty i hurt Zayn so much. my feeling wasnt feeling good at all. don't really wanna hurt her so bad. but seriously if you see this message i wanna tell you i don't have feeling for you le but i don't wanna hurt you! arghhh. hais. i don't know why everything would be like this! siann norhhs so stress. ~~sad die me~~!

2010-02-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hellos back to posting! going to bed soon. Just Finish playing SA!. Freaking bored. hais. Lols Post untill here Byebye!

2010-02-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

back to posting today went out with tzeyee & my family Lols. What a happy and Wonderful Day. hahas. Today Tzeyee Went out with me & my parent to go Cute Cute ah ma house Bainian My ahma so funny lorhs. making me & Tzeyee Keep laughing and her hair . so cute. after that went to my cousin house . but only my cousin at home. so bored after that went to dinner! Wow what a wonderful dinner with tzeyee. haha we both wanna puke Cause the food is so sucks. couldnt believe she likes the Tofu. Omgoshh. haha so cute while she eating. hahas. er.... somehow funny la after that i went home. bathe come out meet avian and Tzeyee going somewhere to bainian. but didnt bai dao =.=" er. after slacking while a strange drunk bangala come talk to us.

Shocked me to death & Tzeyee stunned and scared. after he going we went back home together. So sudden walk to my house there le tzeyee notice her >.< <--- dropped we called avian help to find in the end found it

went back to tzeyee house awhile =) cannot believe her house so clean and tidy & nice worhhs. haha. after drink one packet of drink going home le. back home called her. that all Post till here le Will do laters posting next time . Takecares 893933< ich liebe dich. byebyes

2010-02-15T11:31:00.000+08:00

hello back to posting. quite long never post already> yesterday damn funny. Tzeyee & yuanyung come to my house Bai nian. i was so shocked. & paiseh. Lols then after that we went to my cousin house. Lols they make me paiseh till siao lOls. err.. and avian come find me. hais. slacked awhile then i go home le . cannot come out and meet avian & tzeyee =( okiies larhs. today just wake up. and eaten breakfast come to posting.

Post till here le Takkares! Byebye

2010-02-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting again. today so weird. bo tai bo ji get punch by minyang.. =.= who he think is is. lame shit. nevermind la childish people always like this. after slacking. so bored went back home do nothing. hais... post till here barhhs Byes!

2010-02-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

back to posting . just eaten my dinner. going to bath soon. this few days so shag. hais. i finally can ton. Lols. hope myself stop making and creating trouble. hais. i post until her le Byebye.

2010-02-01T20:51:00.001+08:00

hellos back to posting. just reach home. LOls. nothing better to do. watching tv. haven eat dinner, going to eat soon. tomorrow going to school le be good boy =) haha. study hard .... So bored man. couldn't take it hais. nevermind la.. i post untill here le.. will be backk soon... Byebye.

2010-01-31T15:24:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting again. now at home using msn and rotting at home.. so bored man... Hais. okiies la post untill here lerh. Bye Bye.

2010-01-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

imo wo motomemu
yamamichi shirazu mo

hitotabi omou shounen no toki
sho wo yonde kuudou ni ari
touka shibashiba abura o souredomo
imada itowazariki touya no nagaki wo

Tabi ni yande
yuma wa kareno o
kakemeguru

Yonder clouds weaving together
Amidst the flaming stars
Drifting along the heavenlies
Bringing two Lovers from afar

The Lovers’ rendezvous tonight
Adorned the autumn sky
No joy on earth e'en a hundred thousand times
May compare to the Lovers’ meeting eyes

Precious and tender, the Lovers’ love
‘twas like a beautiful beautiful dream
Yet gazing mournfully at the magpie bridge
That will set them apart again

But Eternal Lovers if they were so
Will time apart they not endure

鹊桥仙宋·秦观
织云弄巧
飞星传恨
银汉迢迢暗度
金风玉露一相逢
便胜却人间无数
柔情似水
佳期如梦
忍顾鹊桥归路
两情若是久长时

"The little things are the big things.
It is never being too old to hold hands.
It is remembering to say "I love you" at least once a day.
It is never going to sleep angry.

It is never taking the other for granted;
the courtship should not end with the honeymoon,
it should continue through all the years.

It is having a mutual sense of values and common objectives.
It is standing together facing the world.
It is forming a circle of love that gathers in the whole family.

It is doing things for each other,
not in the attitude of duty or sacrifice,
but in the spirit of joy.

It is speaking words of appreciation
and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways.
It is not expecting the husband to wear a halo
or the wife to have wings of an angel.

It is not looking for perfection in each other.
It is cultivating flexibility, patience,
understanding and a sense of humor.

It is having the capacity to forgive and forget.
It is giving each other an atmosphere in which each can grow.
It is finding room for the things of the spirit.
It is a common search for the good and the beautiful.

It is establishing a relationship in which the independence is equal,
dependence is mutual and the obligation is reciprocal.
It is not only marrying the right partner,
it is being the right partner.

"The key to love is understanding ...
The ability to comprehend not only the spoken word,
but those unspoken gestures,
the little things that say so much by themselves.

The key to love is forgiveness ....
to accept each others faults and pardon mistakes,
without forgetting, but with remembering
what you learn from them.

The key to love is sharing ...
Facing your good fortunes as well as the bad, together;
both conquering problems, forever searching for ways
to intensify your happiness.

The key to love is giving ...
with out thought of return,
but with the hope of just a simple smile,
and by giving in but never giving up.

The key to love is respect ...
realizing that you are two separate people, with different ideas;
that you don't belong to each other,
that you belong with each other, and share a mutual bond.

The key to love is inside us all ...
It takes time and patience to unlock all the ingredients
that will take you to its threshold;
it is the continual learning process that demands a lot of work ...
but the rewards are more than worth the effort ...
and that is the key to love.

"True love is a sacred flame
That burns eternally,
And none can dim its special glow
Or change its destiny.
True love speaks in tender tones
And hears with gentle ear,
True love gives with open heart
And true love conquers fear.
True love makes no harsh demands
It neither rules nor binds,
And true love holds with gentle hands
The hearts that it entwines."

"If in the morning when you wake,
If the sun does not appear,
I will be here.
If in the dark we lose sight of love,
Hold my hand and have no fear,
I will be here.

I will be here,
When you feel like being quiet,
When you need to speak your mind I will listen.
Through the winning, losing, and trying we'll be together,
And I will be here.
If in the morning when you wake,
If the future is unclear,
I will be here.
As sure as seasons were made for change,
Our lifetimes were made for years,
I will be here.

I will be here,
And you can cry on my shoulder,
When the mirror tells us we're older.
I will hold you, to watch you grow in beauty,
And tell you all the things you are to me.
We'll be together and I will be here.
I will be true to the promises I've made,
To you and to the one who gave you to me.
I will be here."

"I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Knowing that we'll never part.
I'll draw the years all passing by
So much to learn, so much to try.

I'll paint my mood in shadow blue,
Paint my soul to be with you.
I'll sketch your lips in shaded tones,
Draw your mouth to my own.

I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears
And trace a look to calm your fears.
A silhouette of dark and light
To hold each other oh so tight.

I'll paint the stars in the evening sky,
Draw the light into your eyes,
A touch of love, a touch of grace,
To softly fall on your moonlit face.

And with this ring our lives will start,
Let nothing keep our love apart.
I'll take your hand to hold in mine,
And be together through all time."

All I want is to love you
For the rest of my life....
To wake up every morning
With you by my side,
Knowing that no matter what happens
I’ll be able to come home
To your loving arms.
All I want is to share everything with you....
To talk to you about our ideas, our dreams,
The little everyday things that make us laugh,
And the not-so-little things
That we can’t help worrying about.
All I want is to give you my love....
As a place you can always come to for acceptance
Or the simple comfort that silence brings
When things left unspoken can still be understood.
All I want is to grow old with you...
To watch our life unfold,
Our dreams, one by one, come true.
All I want is to love you forever

"I love you,
Not only for what you are,
But for what I am when I am with you.

I love you,
Not only for what you have made of yourself,
But for what you are making of me.

I love you for
the part of me that you bring out;
I love you for
putting your hand into my heaped-up heart
And passing over all the foolish, weak things
that you can't help dimly seeing there,
And for drawing out into the light
All the beautiful belongings
that no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find.

I love you because you
Are helping me to make
Of the lumber of my life
Not a tavern, but a temple;
Out of the works
Of my every day
Not a reproach
But a song.

I love you because you have done
More than any creed
Could have done
To make me good,
And more than any fate
Could have done
To make me happy.

You have done it
Without a touch,
Without a word,
Without a sign.
You have done it by being yourself.
Perhaps that is what
being a friend means, after all."

2010-01-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

不后悔爱上你, 只后悔失去你

现在说后悔也没有用心虽然很痛, 只怪自己当初没将爱说出口, 现在想说声爱你已找不到借口.

2010-01-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

A friend is someone to share your whole day with,
someone to wish on a star,
a friend is someone to laugh 'till your crying,
one with to walk very far,
A friend is someone who won't tell your secrets,
a friend is somebody fair,
a friend is someone to share a big sundae,
someone to French braid your hair,
a friend is someone to make you happy,
when your very blue,
a friend is someone who teaches you things like how to tie your shoe,
a friend is someone who's always there for whatever you may need,
a friend is someone who you love, that has a space in your heart.

2010-01-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting. just finish my dinner =) today my mood wasn't really good. something really make me very irritated. wonder what is she doing now. can't believe that i treat her so cold today. that must be hurts. but don't know why so sudden don't feel like talk to her. is not because of i jealous. Because of someone treating her so bad when im not around. time passed so fast... and day by day gone like this. what am i doing. hais. so bored tomorrow going to do house chore... tired. every happy moment gone le. everything become more worst and worst. How can i improve myself!

Sometime i felt so stupid for myself!

Now thinking how to solve the problem!

Did i regretted what i done!

Why didn't i make up the right choice!

Should i face the facts or just let it be!

Why you changed so much!

Why everything could be up like this!

I done so many wrong thing and yet you still can forgive me but is it worth it for you hurting like this, i know sometime not just one sorry can clear the sorrow and hurts
sometime is really very difficult for me to make up the decision i just believe what i hear and what i see. Its doesn't matter after all thing have already happen. i just want to be back who i am but everything now is in a mess. my fault has already been my fault now is totally unforgiven don't wish anything will happen again. im just someone who is not fit to be your boyfriend. maybe what they say is right. i should give up. but i don't wanna let go. but i still don't want you to keep getting hurt by me. is really unfair to you. fine. just see what will happen next post till here le barhs very tired. .

2010-01-29T12:25:00.000+08:00

hellos back to posting again. now in school having cpa lesson. er.... so boring. later going home to take helmet. and keys. =) after that go rounding. Lols. so hungry siah nothing to eat... later going out smoke or what?